The Choice Was Made

I may have missed out

On a love that was meant to be

To bad I couldn't see

What was right in front of me

My heart was torn

Or maybe it was scorn

I had one foot out the door

And the other right before

I couldn't get it together

Another day might have would've made it better

But the opportunity passed on by

Wish I could've opened my wings to fly

Like a butterfly in the sky

To hide myself from all the "what if's"

Well what if things would've happened differently

No need to question destiny cuz what is suppose to be will surely be

I was consumed by all the hurt and despair

Feeling a little like life was unfair

Until I realized

That I had mentalized

This whole thing

Mad because it wasn't me who received the ring

Of a promise of a love for enternity

Guess that's what I get for acting so slowly

But I don't regret what I said or did

Cuz it was all apart of what made me who I is

I never would've learned the lesson

Still would've been running around here stressin

Lettin' these niggas get in my head

Thinkin about how they gone get me in they bed

I had to fall down to know how to get up

Didn't mean to hurt your feelings, guess that was kinda messed up

But the choice was made

And the price was paid

Near the end of the road

Trying to carry too much of a load

The clock is ticking and its running out of time

Two hearts still bleeding, man this must be a crime

It is and a sad reality

Too much for my mentality

Still trying to digest

Don't want to settle for anything less

What a tragedy

Please somebody put me out my misery

Got a couple days left and it'll all be over

So I ain't trippin' just means I'll have to start over

But not in search to find something to fill this void

I'll avoid that part and just rely on the Lord

Cuz he said he'll never leave me or forsake me

So I put my trust in that and let him take me

To a higher place where my mind won't be confined

By the choice that was made in such a short time

Tha Virtuous One™