Faith, Hope, Love

Don't know what to think of the situation

Cuz it’s got me all frustrated

One day I'm cool

The other I'm acting like a fool

It’s like I keep hopping over the fence

Tryna escape this, like a convict

Fresh outta jail, but it feels more like hell

Cuz I'm burning on the inside

Crying on the out

My tears just confirm that I'm not pass my fears

Or maybe I’m not over what’s happened in recent years

Maybe it’s my lack of Faith

In him, in me, in us, no trust

So I keep on sending my prayers up

Expecting tha worst, hoping for tha best

Thinking this is one hell of a test

Who knows how this thing will all play out?

So I guess I shouldn't worry or have any doubts

Cuz I love him and sometimes I have to ask myself why

But if you knew him, you'd say he's a “Stand up Guy”

The decision to take our time, is something I respect

And I know sometimes my feelings don't reflect

That I do, but I do and it’s all because of you

That I'm growing, learning, yearning

Everyday I become a better woman

In his eyes I can see his love for me

He call me his Angel and I guess we’ll have to see

If this was really meant to be

I hope so, but I wish I knew, truth is I don’t even have a clue

Guess that’s the beauty of it all

Cuz sometimes people ain’t ready to catch you when you fall

In love, that is

Can’t wait on the day that I can say I’m his

And whether or not that’s his girl or his friend

What’s matters most, is that we’re together through the thick and thin

ThaVirtuousOne

(written Febuary 23rd, 2010)

I Keep Waiting

I keep waiting for him to show me his true colors

You know how your blue sky fades to black

And you just can't seem to get that ole thing back

Or how them rainy days just won't seem to go away

Cuz you so use to being lost since you lost your way

So I keep waiting for him to act like a jerk and dismiss meYou know run behind my back with

other women and offend me

But he never does and I keep on waiting

Cuz I'm not use to being treated like a Queen

God sent me a King and I'm afraid to take possession of my throne

But I do know that I'm tired of spending dem lonely nights at home

By myself, so I keep on waiting, to see what he gone do

But everyday, he say baby I love you

And when I'm crying, he's there to catch my tears

Hold me close to his heart, chase away my fears

He's always there to reassure me, that he ain't going nowhere

Unless I want him too and I don't

So I just don't say nuthin, cuz I couldn't breathe without his luvin

I never knew a man could love me so much

And he don't have to say much cuz I can feel it when we touch

He's my protector, I feel safe in his arms

And if a chick step to me about my man, you can bet ima ring da alarm

Cuz he understood what was going on inside of me

Even when I couldn't find the words to tell him how bad it was killing me

He knew, and even though I was waiting on him...he was waiting on me too.

By yours truly...ThaVirtuousOne

(Written February 1, 2010)