I Need Love

I try not to remind my mind

Of the very first time I feel in love with him

Thoughts of his kisses brings reminiscesOf the love we made

He caught me by surprise

The way his beautiful brown eyes looked deep into mines

Its like he could read my soul

And everything inside of me told me to be bold

But he took the first step

And we got to know each other a little more in depth

His compassion for his passion was more than I could imagine

Left me mesmerized thinkin' how could this happen

Our love was unconditional, that AGAPE love

Nothing about it was sexual, you know that EROS love

In 1st Timothy, Chapter 6 verses 9 through 11

It talks about this man of God, who was sent straight to me from heaven

For he pursues righteousness, godliness, faith, love, endurance and gentleness cuz he's a gentleman

His sole purpose in life is not to be rich, for he is not a lover of money

But he seeks a Virtuous Woman who's love is sweeter than honey

Now that's right on tha money cuz I feel as tho I AM THAT HONEY!

I am trustworthy, productive, economical, strong physically and morally

I take care of myself, my household and I care for the poor and less fortunate

I definitely know how to dress to impress,

but most of all I walk around like I have some dignity for myself

For a woman who fears God, is worthy to be praised

They must be talkin' bout me cuz Tha Virtuous One is my name

Na but true story I still have to work on some thangs

But I'm striving to be virtuous like I'm ahead of tha game

Real talk tho, I need love, so I'm searching for the right lover

In the sense of a homie, lover, friend...not the kind of love from my mother

So ima take tha back seat and give Jesus the wheel

Cuz in his perfect time my destiny will be fulfilled

I will be patient and kind

Until I find that love that reminds me of the very first time.

Tha Virtuous One™
(Written August 1, 2008)